is something I lack. Always have. And now it has gotten me in trouble. Again.
This time though its real trouble. Financial trouble. I need to impose upon myself rules and actually stick with them for once. I’ve often created a budget. On paper it works. I save money. In reality I ignore it and lose money. This has to stop.
This isn’t a cry for help. More of a call to arms. If you hear of me spending money, kick me. If I say I want to, hit me. I know I have no self discipline so I need my friends to rain it down upon me.
Just a short time ago I lost 70 pounds in the span of a year. That was not self discipline. That was self ridicule. I was disgusted with myself. If I can feel the same way about my finances, I may have a chance.
We shall see.